W henever people decide that I'm too quiet, I yell. When they say I'm too weak, I push. When they say I'm not smart, I take on the senior year from hell with 5 AP courses. And now that I have been under-appreciated and taken for granted, I am becoming outrageous. After a few days of pushing all the memories of Adam out of my head so I wouldn't give myself the chance to be sad over it, I decided not to overrule myself like that. Instead, I decided to let myself wander over whatever my heart desires, and also to give it something new and better to think about. So last night, after 8 years of throwing the idea around, I finally caved and dyed my hair red. Blood red. Mj from Spiderman red. Fiery and undeniable. I am not disposable or common, I am something unique and rare and this is my outcry. If I have been too subtle before in my deviance then this, truly, is me screaming till my throat goes hoarse NOTICE ME!!
And maybe the person who caused this result will never see my stand against him, but thats Ok. Just because he caused something does not give him rights to see it-- this is me for the world, and for the future of everything to come. This is me starting fresh and looking forward. This is me making sure I never make the mistake of being walked over again.
This is me: Red.
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The senseless, late-night ramblings of one of the last remaining hopeless romantics
The senseless, late-night ramblings of one of the last remaining hopeless romantics
"Love is among the most pernicious and contagious of diseases. We who are afflicted with it can be detected by anyone. Dark circles under our eyes show that we never sleep, kept awake by embraces or by their absence. We suffer fom devastating fevers and have an irresistible urge to say stupid things" --Eduardo Galeano
2 comments:
Oh, I do wanna see the red you, but sadly, the link does not seem to work?! Is that just my computer? *Astrid sends her computer to bed with no food*
Good for people to know.
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